(The picture below is my husband and I on our second year anniversary trip in Las Vegas. That’s my pump machine right on my arm!)
My name is Evelyn and I have a love hate relationship with breastfeeding!
When I was pregnant with my first, everything you could possibly think of was running through my mind. One of the major thoughts was whether or not I was going to breast feed or formula feed my sweet boy. After going to breast-feeding classes, speaking to my sister who chose that path, and speaking to my mom who chose to formula feed, I ultimately decided to give my son breast-milk.
Now, when my son was born, I did not produce much milk, so I gave him formula for the first few days without any second thought at all. Before I continue, I want all my mamas to know that if you feel like your baby is not eating enough or you are not producing enough, please, please, please give them formula and speak to your hospital’s lactation consultant. Breastfeeding and formula feeding is A PERSONAL CHOICE. There is no WRONG CHOICE! (You can also do both simultaneously!!)
I chose to exclusively pump with my son, Aaron. I liked the fact that I could see how much he was actually eating, my husband could help feed him throughout the night 😉 plus, the latching was hard for both me and baby and I went back to work pretty fast so there needed to be a big supply of milk at home while I was away.
So in my situation, it took me about a week to start producing enough colostrum and milk to feed my baby amounts that I felt was sufficient enough for him. But that week was rough. I felt so discouraged. I remember pumping all day long only to see 2 to 4 ounces of milk. I remember everything I tried to do to up my supply. That included eating lots of oatmeal, which I hate, drinking a lot of water and mother’s tea, pumping every two hours no matter what and trying to remain stress free. I remember giving my son my sister’s breast milk for a few days (she had given birth about 3 months before I had and was happy to share. I felt extremely comfortable using her milk, and returned the favor to her and her son later on down the road!) I also remember the feeling I had when I started producing loads of milk and my freezer was full! Now that felt great, knowing that I did not give up.
So now that Baby Johnson #2 is almost here, I know that I want to breastfeed again (because I believe breast is best!) but I hate the thought of having to pump all day and night, dumping my milk after having a margarita, and carrying that dag on breast pump bag EVERYWHERE. LOL. I am literally getting tired already! But seriously, to me those are the only “hard parts”. The pros greatly outweigh all of that (my own personal thoughts!)
I know my baby will be getting all the nutrients he or she needs to grow and be healthy, it will strengthen their immune system and may even protect them from allergies in the future. I know that I will potentially lose my baby weight fast again (Yes!) and keep my dreaded period from returning! It took about 10 months for me to get a cycle again after having my son. That was an amazing break!!
Also, don’t believe that you cannot bond with your baby if you do not breastfeed! NOT TRUE. Like I said, I exclusively pumped and bottle fed my son breast milk, no baby on boobie LOL and we bonded just fine!
There are many factors that go into making the decision of what is the right feeding option for you and your baby. Choose what makes YOU comfortable and what is best for you and baby.
Good luck to us all!!